THE WALLS
Protection can keep pain out — but it can also keep light out.
A story of survival, spiritual searching, faith and freedom — moving from the walls that protected Lara to the light she now wants to share with people who are hurting.
A Jewish upbringing, family history and the early instinct to build walls around what hurt.
Fashion, design, her own clothing and a creative identity that kept evolving.
Travel, relationships, spiritual experiences and a search for answers that kept getting deeper.
A growing relationship with Jesus Christ becomes central to the story she is now sharing.
Lara's memoir does not begin with an easy victory. It moves through painful memories, relationships, fear, spiritual conflict and seasons when darkness felt overwhelming. The author describes learning to protect herself by building walls — and later discovering that protection alone was not the same as freedom.
A central theme running through Lara's story is the contrast between darkness and light. Her own writing connects that contrast to faith, love, surrender and the decision to move forward rather than remain trapped by what came before.
The website now follows the emotional architecture of the book: darkness, walls, surrender, light, freedom — and finally a message that can travel beyond one person, one place or one language.
Protection can keep pain out — but it can also keep light out.
The turning point begins when control gives way to trust, faith and a different kind of strength.
“Real strength isn't just keeping people out — it's letting light in.”
A story intended to reach hurting people everywhere — eventually across languages and borders.
Lara has written that she wants her story to help Jewish people and others who are experiencing spiritual torment or deep struggle. Her acknowledgments also express a desire for God's light to reach the reader.
A Jewish woman who desperately needed to be saved and the only one who could save her was Jesus Christ, her Lord and Savior.
The original book was published in 2013 and carries Lara's personal account of her journey, faith and transformation.